Archive for June, 2007

as a gift..to myself..

Saturday, June 16th, 2007

as a gift..to myself..

积怨太深…我痛苦已久.
沉积多年的内伤,在一瞬间爆发……无人能抵挡..
只有用自己单薄的身体,包裹喷涌的血水……
眼泪只有流进心里…..
需要安慰.
但是人们总是在对方需要安慰时过于的纵容,在需要空间是又不必要的关心……
安静….噪杂….
飞越千年,回到开始的那一抹光亮…
瞬间的感觉,跨越了万水千山,飞过了世间冷暖,穿过人与人的心间…..
忽然发现,那一切的一切,只是惊鸿的一瞥….只是留于心间的回忆….
正式因为有回忆,我们有了思念,人类有了感情….正是因为回忆,才得以创造出数千年的文化….正是因为回忆,才有了我心头点点的追忆…正如清晨草尖的露滴,那时前一夜的记忆…..因为有了记忆,才有那美丽的宝石…

a roller coaster ride

Friday, June 1st, 2007

poetically pathetic:)

i find no reason of writing this
blog entry. quite quixotic and really, of no use:)) i just want to
write. and as much as i want to disgust myself with the negative vibes.
i’ll join the ride. I have to take this ROLLER COASTER ride and really,
i find it cool enough to be one of those people who enjoyed it in spite
of the upside-down it offers. ah aha:) since i really don’t know the
importance of such experience. I would probably fall under the category
who got scared of the part where we will be turned upside-down:)) the
EXPERIENCE would be endless and i would probably write it in a
journal:) immortality it holds:))after all, i tend to WAIT for more
than eternity just to experience such sentiment and thus, this one shot
experience is unforgettable. once in your freaking life:)) definitely,
you’ll take hold of that. and if it’s possible.. you wont let go. ha
ha.. this is just about a roller coaster rider.right?ha ha:)  and it
seems as if I’m about to compare it to our life. I know, somehow you
could read between these lines. ha ha:)anyhow, the ROLLER COASTER loves
to make people feel different emotion and it’s up to those people to
dwell on whatever emotion it gives.(wow..I’m starting to jib-er
jabber). life tends to give the same situation. However, i leave you
for one question to ponder: are you one of those people who sees the
disgusting things life offers or are you one of those who sees the
disgusting things and you just get the beauty it brings?